Drown My Feelings

Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
 That couldn't give a fuck about me?
 No, you wouldn't
 Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
 That couldn't give a fuck about me?
 No you wouldn't
 Can't tell right from wrong
 Can't right my wrongs, so I write these songs
 Since that night I ain't felt the same
 Do you got anything to help the pain?
 Do I gotta pop antidepressants?
 How many times till I learn my lesson?
 I hate going through my adolescence
 And I can't figure out why the hell I'm stressing
 I lay awake staring at the ceiling
 Wanna stay away, tryna drown my feelings
 Can't think straight, I smile but you know it's fake
 And time to time you come to mind
 Everybody needs a ride or die
 Some sayin' that they'd rather die
 I keep thinking 'bout what we could've had
 What we should've had, but you ruined that
 Thought it was real when you said you love me
 I should've known that something was funny
 Drug in my system, you corrupt me
 We're so unlucky
 Feeling like I should just stay shut
 Then you hit me up, tryna make up
 She said she don't wanna lose me again
 But I don't wanna lose myself again
 Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
 That couldn't give a fuck about me?
 No you wouldn't
 Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
 That couldn't give a fuck about me?
 No you wouldn't
 Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
 That couldn't give a fuck about me?
 No you wouldn't