Antidote

Sometimes I break down and read into things that are not there
 I can't convince myself your harmless actions has me without care
 I know that I love you and for my sake as well as yours
 I will do what I have to and hopefully find a cure
 I tell myself that I must be strong
 But there is something I knew all along
 I need the antidote
 To regain control
 You had me worried in your letter
 Didn't sleep for weeks
 Kept thinking it was over I was just in way too deep
 I try my best to see the cup half full and try to smile
 Try to accept the past
 We are only here for a while
 I tell myself that I must be strong
 But there is something I knew all along
 I need the antidote
 To regain control
 _ S U s P i R o _