Sorry To Keep You Waiting

Big decisions with big rewards some tell me
 As I just get sickened from all the pretending
 Someday when I look back I hope I won't ache with regret
 Want to make sure this is what I want
 I haven't figured it out yet
 I have to try to make this work out somehow, someway
 But something here is bound to give could be tomorrow or today
 Someday when I look back I hope I won't ache with regret
 Taking my time find what is right I haven't figured it out yet
 Hello, hello, I'm sorry to keep you waiting
 I know you've been there such a long time
 I just don't know how to say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
 It's coming down to the wire and I'm frustrated and hurt
 Why does it always come down to a choice
 Between what is bad and worse?
 A friend said, "Always follow your heart because everything else will be half-ass"
 But as I take a step back I can't ignore such simple facts