Throwing Punches

Make a list of what you'll need
 Pack the knives, and pack the bread
 And then pray for holy things
 But first, be careful what you wish for
 And next, be sure before you crawl through open doors
 (Is this what you meant?)
 Slicker with rain and exhaust
 I pushed my life into a duffel bag
 Crushed against the walls
 It's not safe out here
 Slicker with rain and exhaust
 Smelling like sugar and seedy regem
 Crushed against the walls
 It's not safe out here
 Is this what you meant by love?
 To throw a punch with the comeback kids
 You've given me desires
 With a catch of hope and fate
 Is this what you meant by love?
 Crashing cars with the coolest kids
 You've given me my one desire
 Even though it's dangerous