Dark Melody - Live in BRNO 2019

I've been in the brown
 Shutting systems down
 Digging up the borders all around
 Digging in the dirt, older than my shirt
 Dwelling in a world of loss and hurt
 But something's cutting me
 Like a guillotine
 Severing my whole identity
 And it won't let me rest
 Am I hunted, am I blessed?
 My spirit and my soul dividing
 Will you tell me what this life's meant to be
 'Cause I've been living inside of this dark melody
 The spirit and the seed
 Divided by their need
 And father should be first in line to bleed
 And I don't understand
 I've lived to hate the man
 And I've takin' all that I can stand
 But there within my heart
 The love that was the spark
 I loved him long before he broke my heart
 Father tell me how
 What should I do now?
 My spirit and my soul are crying
 Will you tell me what this life's meant to be
 'Cause I've been broken inside of this dark melody