Sense of Wonder

I've got a wife in the middle and she's holding tight and I can't breathe
 I've got a lady on the side and it's alright, by me
 Between the job, the kids the dog, I feel I'm going under
 But I've got me, a sense of wonder
 I met a man in Tijuana who had promised me a new years eve
 I woke up in Encinitas with missing kidney, swollen knees
 As I hitched my way home, my limp betrayed my blunder
 But I've got me a sense of wonder
 Curse my stars and pray for rain, pray for thunder
 I hold my head up to the falling rain
 Hold me down, stand my ground and kick me under
 I've got my own sense of wonder
 I accidentally gouged the iris of my eye with a bowie knife
 I've held my breath about a thousand times in the hopes of ending life
 And did you know that with a thumbtack under the fleshy side
 Of your little own pinkie nail, you will, buckle under
 Curse my stars and pray for rain, pray for thunder
 I hold my head up to the falling rain
 Hold me down, stand my ground and kick me under
 I've got my own sense of wonder