NOT JUST BREATHING

I was never clear before, I lost myself and you were weak
 Sorry but I must inform the others on intentions that you seek
 How do I choose a side?
 I'm just trying, I'm just fighting to say
 I'm alive
 I'm alive
 And not just breathing
 She only cares about the way she looks
 Can't think for herself she's just a frame
 A body dwelling on this earth
 A user of the desperate and the vain
 Maybe there's someone out there
 Who's good with speaking to a blank stare
 I know I'm preaching to a lost cause but at least I know
 I'm alive
 I'm alive
 And not just breathing
 Stay away from me
 Stay away from me
 I'm not afraid to speak my mind and throw this life away
 I've been enslaved, and years of wasting time made me this way
 No it won't get better, we'll just drift apart
 And when you do start trying I hope you're reminded
 I'm alive
 I'm alive
 And not just breathing
 Time will tell but I wait patiently
 There's not a single string attached to you that I can't see
 It's like the longer I wait, the more you disintegrate
 There's not a moment I don't hope for you but I can't wait
 Time will tell but I wait patiently
 There's not a single string attached to you that I can't see
 It's like the longer I wait, the more you disintegrate
 There's not a moment I don't hope for you but I can't wait
 Stay away from me
 Stay away from me
 I'm alive
 I'm alive
 And not just breathing