ONE LAST TIME

Waking up on the floor with no one else in the room
 I never felt like this before, I just hope I'm leaving soon
 And if tomorrow I don't wake up, just know I really tried
 To make the best of your forgiveness
 Tell me one last time how I never tried
 Was so close to breaking through last time
 I thought that I'd be sheltered by nothingness
 By the lack of consciousness
 But I lay here awake, too afraid to dream
 'Cause if I might have to face myself
 I'll buckle at my knees
 Tell me one last time how I never tried
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 I've seen the light, but never felt this close
 Pushed my pain aside, 'cause I could never give it to those
 'Cause I never see the point in sharing defeat
 Displaying my debts to the world
 I just live in repeat, vacant and desperate
 Tell me one last time how I never tried
 And if tomorrow I don't wake up
 Just know I really tried to make the best of your forgiveness
 And tell my brother he'll be fine