I'm a Mess

I don't know who I am
 Am I even human?
 Every night I sell my soul
 
 I forgot your birthday
 And I'm dressed in rags
 I shouldn't drink, I'll lose control
 And I know
 I'm a mess
 But at least I know how
 I can make you laugh like no one else
 Such a mess
 But at least I've always been myself
 Without no magic spells
 Oh no
 
 No one knows my secret
 No one knows my heart
 'Cause it's always on the run
 
 I don't know what I'm doing
 I don't know where I'm going
 And I don't even know where I come from
 I confess
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 Say you'll stay
 'Cause it's more than just an ordinary day
 Before you go
 There is something that you need to let me know
 Before you leave
 However cruel your answer is
 Be honest please
 I'm waiting on my knees
 Will you stand by me finally
 The day when we grow old
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 Would you fall asleep right next to me
 When my hands are cold
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 I'm a mess
 But at least I know how
 I can make you shine like no one else
 Such a mess
 But at least I've always been myself
 Without no magic spells