On Becoming Willing

I'm not asleep
 But I need to wake up
 It's never enough
 I add depth to my cup
 This is no joke
 Don't wanna fight
 Maybe I'll end it all on this night.
 Father, can you feel me?
 I'm on my knees
 I'm reaching up
 And I need you now
 'Cause the light in my eyes burned out
 Maybe there's still time to find a way out
 I just need something
 I need it right now
 Feeling so weak
 I'm in pain
 Tell me there has to be a better way
 Father, can you hear me?
 Im on my knees
 I'm reaching up
 And I need you now
 'Cause the light in my eyes burned out
 Father, can you hear me?
 I think I might be freaking out
 And I need you now
 'Cause the light in my eyes burned out
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 Father, can you feel me?
 I'm on my knees
 I'm reaching up
 And I need you now
 'Cause the light in my eyes burned out
 Father, can you hear me?
 I think I might be freaking out
 And I need you now
 'Cause the light in my eyes burned out