Searchlights

I wonder if you're warm tonight
 And if you found something as bright
 And I wonder if you remember me right
 You might, you might, you might
 But I'm sure you've reduced me to a shadow
 Haunting, but entirely peripheral
 And I wonder if you remember at all
 You might
 I'm always shining - I should know better than to keep
 Always shining - radiating heat
 I'm always, I'm always
 I've got to give up
 What have I become in these 400 days without sun
 I'd like to know why I can't stop the searchlights
 Out across the empty sky
 If only I surrendered more easily
 Accepted the loss with some dignity
 And I wonder if maybe that's a better way to be
 Because I'm running out of energy
 I'm always shining - code for you and me
 Always shining - emerald green
 I'm always, I'm always
 I've got to give up
 What have I become in these 400 days without sun
 I'd like to know why I can't stop the searchlights
 Where have you gone
 I cannot break this vigil; I'm awake