Chopping Block

[ ] this channel I reside in
 Has welcomed me with open arms
 And been mistaked so long
 As these wounds hide
 The weight of my regret has fallen so far under
 These walls sing a verse asunder
 Destroy, destroy, detach again
 CHORUS
 Well I drown myself but still I breathe
 Well I cut myself but I don't bleed
 Well all I want is to feel your breath against my neck
 But you're gone and I'm alive
 And still I breathe
 All that remains in this channel I reside in
 Are two hands so alon
 There's no safe haven there's no home
 And only by the sounds that lead me from the silence
 [? ]
 Hold on, we've been condemed to death
 Well I drown myself but still I breathe
 Well I cut myself but I don't bleed
 Well all I want is to feel your breath against my neck
 But you're gone and I'm alive
 And still I breathe
 Hollow is my stomach
 As I throw up the moments we shared
 And I've done too many times
 Digging up the past
 When you know I'll never get it
 Well I drown myself but still I breathe
 Well I cut myself but I don't bleed
 Well all I want is to feel your breath against my neck
 But you're gone and I'm alive
 And still I breathe
 Well I drown myself
 [but still I breathe] x3
 Well I cut myself but I don't bleed
 [No, I don't bleed] x2