It's So Hard

When I was a little altar boy
 I swear it gave me so much joy
 I could really feel that amazing grace
 Now I don't know what is right
 I have lost my guiding light
 And I can't seem to find any peace of mind
 'Cause if there is a God
 If he's around he don't want to say
 It's just a guessing game
 A guessing game I don't want to play
 I know I might be wrong
 If I am wrong will have to pay
 All my days...
 It's so hard, living on the human world
 It's so hard, all on your own
 I don't know, I want to believe
 But it's so hard, it's so hard
 Well have you heard it said
 That heaven's only in your head
 If you never find it in this life
 Keep coming back until you get it right
 But who can say
 Who can say the fate of human kind
 It's just like a picture
 It's like a picture painted by a blind man
 They say that every man is free
 I just don't see...
 It's so hard, living on a human world
 It's so hard, all on your own
 I don't know, I want to believe
 But it's so hard, so hard
 So Hard