White Bear

Wasted in lies and secrets
 Bearing colors for a fight that's not mine
 Your love is all that I have
 I slip so sweetly
 Into the corners where the sun never shines
 Hiding my sunbeam underneath my coat
 And I never even saw it coming
 'Til I'd given myself away
 Everywhere I go, there's always something
 For killing the man in me
 High up on a haze, but I'll be falling
 Down on my hands and knees
 Everywhere I go, there's always something
 For killing the man in me
 High price for wisdom
 Do your best until the best comes along
 Our love is all that I am
 We smile so sleekit
 Death wish rambles where the shadows are long
 Finger my sunbeam like a dirty joke
 And I never even saw it coming
 'Til I'd given myself away
 Everywhere I go, there's always something
 For killing the man in me
 High up on a haze, but I'll be falling
 Down on my hands and knees
 Everywhere I go, there's always something
 For killing the man in me
 White bears are marching in time to my every beat
 You say to empty my mind white bears are all I see
 Unwanted, unwilling, untouchable, unworthy, undone
 And I never even saw it coming
 'Til I'd given myself away
 Everywhere I go, there's always something
 For killing the man in me
 High up on a haze, but I'll be falling
 Down on my hands and knees
 Everywhere I go, there's always something
 For killing the man in me