Everything I'm Missing

Why don't you tell me some other story?
 Why you're not boring, is that all we have?
 I might seem lazy but don't try and place me
 Mistaken for laughter, please state what you're after
 Lately I'm drawn to this constant commotion
 I can't afford to start to settle down
 And I'm kinda freaking out
 Stuck in this day dream and it keeps going on and on
 I've heard I'm wrong
 Why don't you change me? You're clearly complaining
 Guess everybody's got me wrong
 Lately I'm drawn to this constant commotion
 I can't afford to start to settle down
 I keep pumping the breaks just to spin out before I stop!
 I hesitate because I'm too far from what I'm not!
 Sound the alarm but don't get me wrong,
 I'm too deep for letting go and it's starting to show
 Lately I'm drawn to this constant commotion
 I can't afford to remember Everything I'm Missing
 Lately I'm drawn to this constant commotion
 I can't afford to start to settle down
 And I'm kinda freaking out