Drowning

Are you lonely
 Grab your money
 Change your mindset
 Drown in poisons
 No matter what you do,
 It's me and you,
 'Till one of us gives up, win or lose
 Remember too many problems
 Leads to stress and a solution to solve them
 But I've given up on growing up
 "You're running from your problems and out of money!"
 Let's get loaded tonight
 Test your body
 Bet somebody do stupid tonight
 And when everybody looks frustrated
 Then it's time to break
 I'll sing this song for my own sake
 Oh I can't wait to drown it all
 So sorry, I'm so sorry
 Bout the time that I forgot everybody
 I'm feeling nauseous, am I still sick?
 It doesn't matter, it'll pass with the bullshit
 Once I throw it all up, I should sober right up
 Send my way my favorite old remedy
 Should I learn my lesson
 and walk out that door?
 'Till then let's go back to the beginning
 Sometimes I just choke right up
 "Tell me what you mean"
 First thing I was taught
 "is how we're fucked for living!"
 So we're pushing on & on & on
 Pushing onward on, what else to say
 Selling my body, selling my soul
 And when I think I'll break
 I'll sing this song for my own sake
 Oh I can't wait to drown it all
 Is this from my own choices or just was it truly given
 Is this from my mistakes or was it a result of the system
 If I reached out to someone, would you help, or would you leave me
 Is this what I'm afraid of
 Am I already broken, is it too late to save me
 Blame I
 Another human too strung out to die
 When your scraping at the bottom do you learn what you truly are
 From the pit of my stomach
 They'll sum up the story of my life
 Another Friday night
 Wasted out of my mind.
 Wasted out of my mind