She Sends Kisses

ten tons against me and you've gone
 I put your favorite records on
 and sit around
 it spins around
 and you're around again
 struck dumb while drugs run at how high reeds
 cue every memory at half-speeds
 just like... charles, hold-me-downs
 I'm-coming sounds
 cut crap, who's filling shoes like these anymore?
 past clumsy crushes beneath Thrill Pier
 hopes pinned to poses honed in men's room mirrors
 a sophomore at Brown
 she worked Lost & Found
 I put your face on her all year
 from five rows of photos when you wrote
 of posed you, dressed blue, a backyard boat
 signed at the bottom with this quote:
 (#4 North Shore) a cape may address
 your new one I guess
 'all's well in hell and all here's hoping'
 she sends kisses
 some signed 'with Love, Beth oooooo xxxxx'
 she sends kisses
 same old beth - some signed 666
 our shore town knockdown sure was fun
 yeah, white trash, what have you
 I fired replies back gun by gun
 past Seven Wrecks I read your four answers: 1. your move 2. I'm tres involved 3. move on 4. love, Beth
 I walk it down
 this tourist town
 'just thought I'd' calls
 just friends
 she sends kisses
 and all at once back doors blow open
 she sends... in envelopes stamped w/ 'Hope & Hearts' - ripped right open
 she sends...
 but I'm corrupt - I wrote back good luck