Unwanted Child

Stood up got slapped in the face again
 Now that hole in your chest won't mend
 Like an animal in a cruel experiment
 Pressed the levers to get feed but all they gave was agony
 Now belief in no way out only lets you descend
 You can't remember the good times
 When your body resembled something living
 You can't stand your own company
 Eaten away from the inside
 You want to drown your cries as an unwanted child
 Kill its' will, it won't reveal your denial
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 You weigh all you say or do
 You can't try not to fall
 It's not what happens
 It's your attitude
 With your spirit liquid dinner
 As your blood grows thinner
 You can't feel what's known in your mind
 No connection to the outside
 You want to drown your cries as an unwanted child
 Kill its' will, it won't reveal your denial
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 You weigh all you say or do
 You can't try not to fall
 It's not what happens
 It's your attitude
 Spit it out and drink it again
 The poison tastes bad in your mouth
 But it's better than the misery
 You've no hope to defeat
 You want to drown your cries as an unwanted child
 Kill its' will, it won't reveal your denial