Hard Branch to Snap

The lights were everywhere and I stood by the crash
 They told me if I stayed that I would never forget
 But you were in there; tell me, how could I want that?
 So I stood right there; they couldn't force me back
 because no one can hold me back but myself
 If I can do this without you, I don't need their help
 The time we waste; can't get it back
 The faith we lose; can't get it back
 Can't get it back
 And every day I see him in the mirror
 I want to crush his heart, I want to break his jaw
 Cause neither of us deserve to be where we are
 Cause neither of us deserve to be where we are
 I never failed anyone as hard as I failed you
 And let's be honest, I don't deserve any better
 No I don't
 The time we waste; can't get it back
 The faith we lose; can't get it back
 Can't get it back
 When your faith looks a lot like fear
 When your faith looks a lot like fear
 When your fear looks a lot like guilt
 So don't tell me my faith isn't there
 Don't tell me
 The time we waste; can't get it back
 The faith we lose; can't get it back
 Can't get it back
 We're going to spend years doing this
 In a place where we're too small
 to read the words that tell us who we are
 We blindfold our own eyes
 we reach in the dark for one another
 So desperate
 we shake each other hard enough to kill
 And we repeat and repeat and repeat the same question:
 Will you see god?