Alex In Wonderland

If you're walking home tonight
 Say your prayers,
 Keep to the streetlights.
 I know I'm on your mind
 With the worst intentions.
 And I'm working up the guts
 To say you weren't enough.
 F**k what your friends will say;
 I never was about you anyway.
 And I know it's not me;
 Your ruse and cigarettes,
 Your lack of sensibility.
 So let go, forget me;
 You're lost just like the rest
 And not taking my stability.
 Your love's pariah,
 Her renegade;
 I know it's not in my head.
 It's not in my head.
 You're a walking disaster,
 You need to grow up.
 I wish you nothing more.
 It's bad enough that every day
 I can't wake up and I
 Can't sing along to songs about me.
 I'm working up the guts
 To say you weren't enough.
 F**k what your friends will say;
 Alex is a boy's name anyway.
 And I know it's not me;
 Your ruse and cigarettes,
 Your lack of sensibility.
 So let go, forget me;
 You're lost just like the rest
 And not taking my stability.
 Your love's pariah,
 Her renegade;
 I know it's not in my head.
 It's not in my head.
 You're a walking disaster,
 You need to grow up.
 I wish you nothing more.
 I won't be the only one
 That lets you down.
 You've lied to yourself
 And shown your true colors.
 Now there's no boy at your door.
 I'm jaded, so jaded
 And I wish you nothing more.
 You're a walking disaster,
 If I knew one.
 (x3)