Despise Me

I want your eyes
 On a silver plate
 And your lungs
 Don't hesitate to breathe
 I will absorb you
 Watch the bugs as they swarm you
 I only adore you
 I will absorb you
 Despise me
 Despise me
 Despise me
 Despise me
 Just a tip from the dead sequoia tree
 I'm sorry
 I think so violently
 Our lips met and it felt like a snake bite
 I wonder if you miss me late alone in the nighttime
 The Earth rotates and your love runs past me
 You threw my heart away, I'll pick it up if you ask me
 Now I'm falling, falling
 But I'm never calling
 Even though I want to
 You were my home to run to
 But this home is broken
 God, wish I could focus
 Memories we share now
 Embers burned above us in the air
 Turned to a mockery, what do you want from me?
 Body on top of me, can you get off of me?
 Hate your reflection like I hate myself
 And I hate my reflection, I wish I was somebody else
 You look at me like I'm something you need
 I think that you're into making me bleed
 I see bones, I see daggers all pointed at me
 Feel the pain while you torturing, gouge out my dreams
 I don't get intimate, vibe getting sinister
 I run away like a cold-hearted criminal
 All these subliminal go to my conscience
 I'm falling deeper, is this what you wanted? (Yes)
 Is this what you wanted? Memories haunt me
 That's why I'm cautious, I let my guard down
 You took advantage
 Evil inside you, I don't understand it
 Despise me
 Despise me
 Despise me
 Despise me
 Just a tip from the dead sequoia tree
 I'm sorry
 I think so violently
 Despise me