If I Knew

i carry all i need in a basket of a needless sorrow
 road. that is heavy from awaiting on what is always
 tomorrow. have what i've been waiting on i threw away
 is almost gone (?) reach for me.
 have a distance left to go has come far too much for
 me you know. out of reach for me.
 ooooh . if i'm an ocean without an edge of sand.
 is there any reason in trying.
 if you'd give me a (?) i could hold back my crying,
 have what i've been waiting on i threw away is almost
 gone (?) reach for me. if i'm an ocean without an edge
 of sand. is there any reason in trying?