Lets Say

It's been so long since I saw you last
 But it was hard to remember all the things
 But that's between us
 And how I thought that if I didn't give enough
 Then I wouldn't give a fuck about you
 And I still see you from time to time
 But it's tilted and awkward and it's hard to see past
 My own fears and how I'm feeling unsteady
 Unsteady about this
 I've got so far to go but I can't see the light, can't see the light [2x]
 We keep falling back into our patterns
 Chasing apparitions and ghosts in the hall
 Over and over I remember what you said
 And how it ended up you didn't care about me at all
 I try to untangle my mind from the bed sheet
 Try to ignore the memories of sweat and heavy breathing
 Oh how I loved you then
 Oh how my heart beats for you every night
 I've got so far to go but I can't see the light, can't see the light [2x]
 When you put a cap over me
 I can't breathe it's safe
 Combust into pieces
 Let's say it's easier for us to creep away then say
 But then I need you around
 And it's tough when I can't get enough
 I can't breathe
 I crave you night and day
 Every time I pull my hair out,
 Every time I shout your name
 Where is this getting me?
 I've got so far to go but I can't see the light, can't see the light [6x]