The Deepest Ocean There Is

I've been terrified since you walked out the door
 And these were not the lies I told you once before
 This is not the end, it's still an outside bet
 I'm not taking off my wedding ring just yet
 In its years since I took stock of it
 Seems that it's become too much
 This is everything I ever wrote
 Collapsed into the core
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 I've been terrified for far too fucking long
 What is that thing I lack that makes you so damn strong?
 Your letter in my hands is rolled into a ball
 With drunken comedy, it's thrown hard at the wall
 In its years since I took stock of it
 Seems that it's become too much
 This is everything I ever wrote
 Collapsed into the core
 And the stitches are unraveling
 And the seams have all but burst
 Maybe all my years of traveling
 Have quenched of what I've thirsted
 These years have flown by
 These hands have shaken
 I have no notion
 Of what happens next
 There's a kind of feeling
 And I think of it
 Then the panic quickens
 There is no solace