Dead & Gone: The Sequel (Mo' Dead Mo' Gone)

Lately I don't feel anything
 My mind is numb, my body's weak
 I wish i'd just float into space where i belong
 I'll go out the way i came
 A bag of bones, a busted brain
 I've been living with a beat up heart for way too long
 I'll change my ways
 When i am good and ready to
 Or i'll stay the same
 If i want
 And ill be okay
 Or ill be drunk and miserable
 Till I'm dead and gone
 I quit sleeping in the wake
 Of all the dreams that i can't shake
 Now I've been staring at these same white walls
 For way too fucking long
 And I've been digging my own grave
 A shallow hole that bears my name
 A place to spend my greatest days alone
 I'll change my ways
 When i am good and ready to
 Or i'll stay the same
 If i want
 And ill be okay
 Or ill be drunk and miserable
 Till I'm dead and gone
 I clench my fist and grit my teeth
 I pound the pavement till I bleed
 Get drunk enough to fall asleep
 Drown in mediocrity
 Fuck it
 I'll change my ways
 When i am good and ready to
 Or i'll stay the same
 If i want
 And ill be okay
 Or ill be fucking miserable
 Till I'm dead and gone