No Future Part Three: Escape From No Future

"I am now the most miserable man living. If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family, there would not be one cheerful face on Earth."
 Everything makes me nervous
 And nothing feels good for no reason
 Waking up, it's rarely worth it
 The same dark dread every morning
 Senior year here in Mahwah
 A new world just around the corner
 Leave me behind, let me stagnate
 In a fortress of solitude
 Smoking's been okay so far
 But I need something that works faster
 So all I want for Christmas is no feelings
 No feelings now and never again!
 There is a faceplate all brown and red that stretches across my mouth
 It's worn for protection, nobody gets in and nobody gets out
 I used to look myself in the mirror at the end of every day
 But I took the one thing that made me beautiful and threw it away
 I was a river, I was a tall tree, I was a volcano
 But now I'm asleep on top of a mountain, I've been covered in snow
 Yes, I have surrendered what made me human and all that I thought was true
 So now there's a robot that lives in my brain and he tells me what to do
 And I can do nothing without his permission or (which) wasn't part of the plan
 So now in a Rock Ridge pharmacy I will be waiting for my man
 But there is another, down in a dungeon, who never gave up the fight
 And he'll be forever screaming, sometimes I hear him say, on a quiet night, he says:
 "You will always be a loser
 You will always be a loser
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 You will always be a loser, man!
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 And that's okay!"