Let Go

All these stressful thoughts run through my mind
 People hate and people lie
 And all I do is waste my time
 Oh
 Push the fake right to side
 Wanna live a better life
 Gotta leave past behind
 Gotta let it gooo
 Yeah you got to push real hard to get the things you want I know
 Yeah they only love you when you make it aha what a joke
 Getting high just to pass some time but I know I gotta let it go
 Yeah I gotta go
 I gotta let it go
 Got to learn to let go
 Can't let the stress take hold
 It has a domino effect
 And before you know it'll spin out of control
 And even though your high you're at an all-time low
 Can't cope with life done lost hope and all focus
 Feels like you're going through the motions
 Putting on a show
 Posing with a smile on your face
 Knowing your heart's broken
 Cold no emotion
 Just a cast iron soldier in the hallway
 Always with a blank stare
 Can't bear the thought of being rejected
 Instead you disrespect yourself to gain the acceptance of another man
 Like he stands trial for your transgressions
 But life's full of questions though
 You find the answers let me know
 I'm still searching working on myself to save my soul
 At a crossroads reaching for something to hold
 On or chain smoke till my lungs explode and he flows gone
 All these stressful thoughts run through my mind
 People hate and people lie
 And all I do is waste my time
 Oh
 Push the fake right to side
 Wanna live a better life
 Gotta leave past behind
 Gotta let it go
 Yeah you got to push real hard to get the things you want I know
 Yeah they only love you when you make it aha what a joke
 Getting high just to pass some time but I know I gotta let it go
 Yeah I gotta go
 I gotta let it go
 I might be late
 But I promise you that I've been on my way
 Can't rearrange the timing or the place nah
 Got the combo but I can't unlock the safe
 Yeah
 I feel like my chick bad
 I feel like my life good
 I feel like everything is real until it's Hollywood
 I see the fakers playing jokers in the deck of cards
 Yeah but I'm just changing my perspective
 I duck shots you shooting at me
 Every time in my direction
 Been collecting all these thoughts
 They feel like dust upon the shelf
 But I'm the only one that I can go to when I need some help
 Sometimes I
 Feel like I
 Ain't breathing
 I'm leaving gone
 Until I'm going ghost
 It's hard to see the destination
 But I know I'm close
 All these stressful thoughts run through my mind
 People hate and people lie
 And all I do is waste my time
 Oh
 Push the fake right to side
 Wanna live a better life
 Gotta leave past behind
 Gotta let it go
 Yeah you got to push real hard to get the things you want I know
 Yeah they only love you when you make it aha what a joke
 Getting high just to pass some time but I know I gotta let it go
 Yeah I gotta go
 I gotta let it go