Begin Where It Ends

Now it's over like it never was
 I have to go forward but my heart's on pause
 Now it is gone, gone away
 Leaves me here cursing the gray
 Now that it's dead, now that it's done
 Need to let it go but I can't move on
 Now it's over like it never was
 How to go forward when my heart's on pause
 Now it is gone, gone away
 But I'm still here cursing the gray
 I keep looking back
 I remember how things used to be
 But I should now learn
 Not to fall for a man not right for me
 Can't I use this failure
 To guide me through a truly different door
 Find a really good woman
 For whom I can change myself
 To give her more
 So it's over, let it go
 I know I have to let it go
 Drag old boxes out to the curb
 Start the process, do not disturb
 Turn down the lights and cross the zone
 To the center of my house, stand there alone
 Reboot family, reboot friends
 Erase the grid
 Begin where it ends
 Begin where it ends