Worst Case Kid

Dysphoria melts me when I get home
 Try to loosen my shoes, she said, "Leave it alone"
 But I tighten her words around my wrists
 Like I've only been hers, like I've only had this
 Sittin' by the river with the sky in her eyes
 I always feel like a tourist, wanna know what it's like
 I've been starin' down the barrel of another life
 Said, "I could've been a lawyer, we would've been fine," then
 Walkin' around with my head down
 I'm a worst case kid in a plague pit town
 Standin' at the stake, say, "I'm cool by myself"
 But I'm a liar in the end, I'm gonna need your help
 And look at you, a killer with a jaw for news
 I always feel like a tourist, only came here for you
 I've been staring down the barrel of another life
 You said I could've been your courage, we could've been
 We could've been fine
 We could've been fine
 Could've been
 All of the ways that it's too late now
 Wearin' your clothes as the clouds came down
 Callin' my friends, said, "The witch is dead"
 Cut through the park, tryna catch my breath
 Dysphoria melts me when I get home
 Try to loosen my shoes, she said, "Leave it alone"
 But I tighten her words around my wrists
 Like I've only been hers and we could've been fine