I See Thoughts

It's gonna be a whole lot of
 Who do I think I am
 I been breaking all illusions all 2020
 I am not who I was a year ago
 I'm realizing how dope that is
 Thinking about who says who does she think she is
 Is not a divine woman's mentality
 No one thinks more than I do about who I think I am than me
 I see the invincible
 I messed around and got another
 Glimpse of my worth
 Access got mad skinny
 I release the drama of others from my past
 And I joyfully create more conscious connections
 But I study me
 Before I judge and create a story about others
 Thank you everybody for being exactly
 What my growth needed to be for me
 I really got away from believing my own BS
 I clear this stuff about me in me
 I examine my own self-incrimination
 Even if it brings up a lot of pain
 I release all the games I play to be right
 The way I talk to myself matters
 So I sweet talk and pillow talk myself
 I have a compassionate and kind inner dialogue with myself
 The stories, experiences, the triggers,
 The needs, the fears, the traumas
 And all the goods are the holy ingredients that
 Make my presence and energy delicious
 This 2020 plus awareness going on got me seeing what I need to change
 It's freaking me out but my hands are up and
 I'm yelling yass at the top of my lungs
 I won't pretend I'm a big deal
 This gift is a big deal
 The force behind the gift is who I serve that's the big deal
 And I get to express how major the big deal that is within me
 Self love is rudely brave and I accept it now
 This me that I am now is enough
 My awareness is more powerful than all distorted realities
 And versions of myself and the world
 I am the vision board and I cut and paste others appropriately
 I'm so out cold wit it
 I silence irrational thoughts
 Striving for real beauty that can be felt
 And not just seen
 Help me see
 I apologize I'm correcting and healing the mindset
 That attracted them
 And tolerated them for so long
 I am healing and I see I don't bond with them in this level of healing
 I release you
 I won't protect insecure egos anymore
 Because I see my thoughts that match them
 And those thoughts are gone now
 I see the flattering sweet tongues facades of loyalty
 Yet wisdom will keep me from others sincere BS
 My inner wounded child can't bond with them anymore
 Cuz baby girl is saying "she growin up"
 I am taking this year at a slow pace
 I'm moving but I'm pacing this thang out
 I think I am doing a beautiful job
 Figuring out some heavy ish
 I'm integrity driven woman
 I transmute all disempowering habits
 That I made up to defend myself
 Every sting of rejection and betrayal that
 I've threaded into my heart memory
 I unravel you now
 Now I don't need you anymore
 Thank you
 I am the vision board
 I'm done being childish
 So much so many are no longer in my blind spots
 I don't need to know it all
 I've embraced the unknown
 2020 plus I continue to co-create you from a place of love
 I see my thoughts
 I see our thoughts
 I see me now where are the lies
 I see me now where are the soul ties
 I see me now my thoughts will bow
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