Medicine

I've had a silver spoon but I lost it
 Spoon-fed myself medicine that caused it
 Now these demons won't get off it
 I am the final nail in the coffin
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 I create my own
 My insane little home
 Protecting myself with words
 That poison my bones
 I don't love anyone
 I don't love anything
 And I don't need a crutch in my life
 I've shunned off everyone who's tried
 Everyone
 I've been through the thick
 I've been through the shit
 I've told myself to die so many times
 I'm sick but used to it
 I've been through the thick
 I've been through the shit
 I've told myself to die so many times
 I'm sick but used to it
 I'm sick
 But fucking used to it
 I've told myself to die
 So many times
 I'm sick
 But fucking used to it
 I've told myself to die
 So many times