Sideways

If I could buy myself a conscience that wasn't broken
 Mend every fence I drove my hard head through
 
 Re-lock all the doors I wish I never opened
 
 Unlearn the things I wish I never knew
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 And it came out through the bottle
 It came out through my fists
 It came out way too early
 I wish it never did
 Push it down, it comes out sideways
 
 Push it down, it comes out sideways
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 Bitter roads turn into highways
 Push it down it comes out sideways
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 I have days where it's just nose above water
 Keep it together while I fall apart
 
 I have moments when I act just like my father
 The only man that ever broke my heart
 And it comes out in my silence
 Sometimes unwanted tears
 Comes out disguised as anger but it's really fear
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 Push it down, it comes out sideways
 Push it down, it comes out sideways
 
 Bitter roads turn into highways
 Push it down, it comes out sideways