Pulsion

You shall be afraid
 When you realize
 That if I smile
 It's because I'm nothing
 (Just) (but) (and)...pain
 ...I'm someone different!
 Unique, I'm the character
 The illusion, the smell, the scent
 Which you deny to see
 I am always after
 The last limits of morality
 Everything is lost beforehand anyways...
 For nothing will be better tommorrow
 I'm a fucking psycho
 But I will be crazy
 I'm a fucking sickhead
 But I will be insane
 I want to desire more
 And this obsession makes me fear
 Kiss me, leak me, leak my perversion
 With a good scent of aggression
 Empty mind, my heart filled with
 Regrets and memories
 I must progress and evolve
 Now my only law...
 To be the destroyer
 Now call me... ...Into my obsession
 I listen but I don't understand
 Hope, but nothing in my hands
 Words of consolation feel like plain bullshit
 Just one truth...
 For a worm I will be the meat
 Beyond the horizons of the mind
 I build my life with the dead
 Everything is lost beforehand
 I would have never succeeded anyways