Night Is Faint

Can't keep count of the days that have withered around me
 All the lies that I've piled high come far too easy
 Forgiveness washed away with the dirtied up laundry
 Spinning in my eyes
 Wearing tattered shoes so worn and used
 Where is it you can run away to
 Now close the eyes you hide behind that glare
 In spite what's inside you
 Another day that's come to fade
 Another stain that I just can't scrub away
 Cigarette smoke chokes this lonely place
 Open-eyed, I wanna
 Free my life and say the
 Words held tight that hold my
 Fickle, fragile heart
 I've been hurt far too much to
 Trust the words I want to hear
 The scar's too deep
 Wishing on a star for saving
 Under the sky, a boy whose heart is aching
 Beneath the night I'll dance the pain away
 Keep singing to hide
 The fear of saying goodbye
 Until you buy the lie
 A secret that I've had for centuries
 There's a darkness that I hide when smiling
 On my life, I swear, I didn't want to meet this side of me
 Didn't want this
 And I wish my bleeding
 Beating heart from back before was warm enough to
 Melt away the frozen veins that pulse with pain and eating me away
 And again today has come to fade
 Sun rays that always slip away, alone I stay
 Painfully closing another day
 Giving up, I'm giving
 Into painful sins to
 Put an end to all these
 Days I'm drowning in
 My heart has bloomed and withered
 Let its petals cover me and I'll be free
 Wishing on a star for saving
 Under the sky, a boy whose heart is aching
 Beneath the night I'll dance the pain away
 Keep singing to hide
 The fear of saying goodbye
 Until you buy the lie
 Wishing on a star for saving
 Boy whose heart is aching
 Night is Faint, the morning is waking
 Wishing on a star for saving
 Under the sky, a boy whose heart is aching
 Beneath the night I'll dance the pain away
 Keep singing to find
 The joy of saying goodbye
 Until you reach the light
 Can't keep count of the days that have withered around me
 Only this time I find that I'm feeling happy