Lakes.

Thought I looked and saw a photo of my life
 Not four years before I turned five, that's enough
 When you truly know the nature of our lives
 It'll be way past our all our primes, what a bust
 I've been seeing eyes, but they just whispered in my head
 We will never truly kick it 'til the bucket at the end
 Fuck, I need a drink, I need a bump, I needa bend
 I needa... guess I need a next
 Still you talking like you know me
 That's the perks of growing up, never know until it's done
 The greatest enemies, the person in your life
 That makes you think that when you grow up all this shit will be alright
 Could be a mother or a father or sister
 Usually, a lover never thought that you could never miss but
 Aiming's getting tough when you been aiming for a missed shot
 I guess this growing up is just the painting on the picture
 And I'll drink 'til my liver gets cirrhosis
 And I've been thinking it's something that you should notice
 From all this calling out, deaf ears are just a lotus
 And I'll just drink until my liver gets cirrhosis
 I need some balance, need some truth
 I needa go with, I needa go with...
 And ill just drink 'til my liver gets cirrhosis
 And my wife gets a call from a room
 I'm just lying in, no need to lie to the family
 We just dying man
 I need balance, I need truth, I need some vitamins
 I need some guidance, I'm just sick of all that lying man
 I'm sick of all the lying man
 Could've been the 20 hours I was closed lip
 Did you even notice, it's notable
 Never needed your help
 Or did I lie to myself
 It's easy tryna cope
 When you deny that you're alone
 Forgetting times, I got too fucked up drinking wine
 And calling phones I knew would not reply
 Or even give me the time, just to swipe to the right
 A little message or a line, I think I'm losing my...
 It's all good
 Forgetting times, on time again
 It's all good
 'Cause I'ma smash fucking that bottle
 And ill drink till hallelujah
 Fucking 40 days left praying
 Just to fall upon a new star
 It's all good
 It's all good
 And ill drink 'til my liver gets cirrhosis
 And I've been thinking it's something that you should notice
 From all this calling out, deaf ears are just a lotus
 And ill just drink until my liver gets cirrhosis
 I need some balance, need some truth
 I needa go with, I needa go with...