Miracle

Want to die some inconspicuous way
 To have everything mean nothing, would mean everything to me
 To die in a way that would hurt my mother the least
 To stay out of the papers and off the TV
 I wouldn't bleed out in a bathtub 'cause blood fucking scares me
 But i'd jump in front of a car like so many of my friends have
 Like the time you took the needle even though it can kill you
 And Tom couldn't sleep for weeks 'cause he had to watch you
 What choice did I have when all the men in my family
 Thought the only answer all would be swinging from trees
 I know that it's selfish
 Punching out early
 But who's gonna miss me?
 Who's gonna miss me?
 Who the fuck's gonna miss me?
 Who the fuck's gonna miss me?