Too Loose

Oops I got way too loose
 An easy thing to do when you break your own rules
 Too much booze and now I'm standing on the roof
 All my friends yell up to me "you got nothin' to prove"
 Oops I got way too loose
 It only took an afternoon to end up on the news
 Takin' in the view, patiently waiting for a cue
 The voices in my head tell me "you got nothin' to lose"
 If there's a thing I know one it's that I should never own a gun
 Because the shit that protects you most is what you run from
 All day long I stay numb and it's no longer just for fun
 Now that I'm older it's become my own destruction
 I bring home dirty clothes and anxiety from the road
 When I'm ready to explode, it's an eruption
 It's begun my own descent, got no money for the rent
 Gonna be breaking where I bent, I'm coming undone
 Oops I got way too loose
 An easy thing to do when you break your own rules
 Too much booze and now I'm standing on the roof
 All my friends yell up to me "you got nothin' to prove"
 Oops I got way too loose
 It only took an afternoon to end up on the news
 Takin' in the view, patiently waiting for a cue
 The voices in my head tell me "you got nothin' to lose"
 I can't sleep anymore, this guilt has shook me to the core
 Don't know if I'll make it home from tour without a fist fight
 You know me I succeed but all along the way I bleed
 Even a quickie can get sticky like my hash pipe
 So smoke up I had enough, call my mother, call my bluff
 It ain't got shit to do with luck when it comes to our type
 Its' too much I say goodbye as I step into the sky
 Said I'll be reppin' til I die and that day has come