Doctor

20 milliliters in the middle of the night
 You are the enemy, a friend of me
 The remnants of my mind
 I am psychotic to the core
 But I want more for it defines the very purpose
 And reason I'm alive
 Doctor take my brain away from me
 And wake me from the daze
 I'm lost inside this sanity of mine
 I need your help to go insane
 And I have found insanity to be
 The sanity I need for today
 You are lost in sanity, you see
 And I, I know you're alone
 So for now, come follow me home
 Walking on the edge with this prescription in my head
 Your claims are steady 'til I'm dead, but then I'm gone
 It seems to be the answer that I need
 But I have felt this virus spreading all along
 The doctor take my brain away from me
 And wake me from the daze
 I'm lost inside this sanity of me
 I need your help to go insane
 And I have found insanity to be
 The sanity I need for today
 You are lost in sanity, you see
 And I, I know you're alone
 So for now, come follow me home
 Doctor, can you heal me now?
 I'm breathing but I'm breaking down
 And my vitals are screaming out
 So doctor, can you heal me now?
 Caught in the rhythm of
 The sound of the siren's love
 Waiting to die, she pulls me slowly
 And give me the push to run
 Lifting the loaded gun
 Telling my soul this game is over
 Waiting for the day these thoughts will go away
 Knowing forever I'm alive