Hate It

I got a little high in my head
 Floatin' with the drunks on the sidewalk
 Tryin' to hold onto my buzz
 Runnin' from the fool that I am
 Wishin' I could turn my damn mind off
 But I forgot who I was
 But I know that I need
 And I'll say it how I feel
 I know that I want real
 I just don't wanna see you
 With anyone but me
 Now I can barely breathe
 Drownin' in my jealousy
 And now I know I've
 Never been the kind to leave
 My heart out on the line
 It's too damn hard to fake it
 And keep sayin' that I'm fine
 I hate it
 I still love you and I hate it
 Gotta sleep in a bed that you made
 Heard it said but it ain't that damn easy
 Head spinnin' like a ceilin' fan
 Ain't no peace of mind
 So I reach for a prayer
 But your body still ain't there
 I just don't wanna see you
 With anyone but me
 Now I can barely breathe
 Drownin' in my jealousy
 And now I know I've
 Never been the kind to leave
 My heart out on the line
 It's too damn hard to fake it
 And keep sayin' that I'm fine
 I hate it
 I still love you and I hate it
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 I hate the way that I didn't know
 The way you loved me 'til I let you go
 I hated 23
 Wasted all on wanting me
 Now I can barely breathe
 Drownin' in my jealousy
 And now I know I've
 Never been the kind to leave
 My heart out on the line
 It's too damn hard to fake it
 And keep sayin' that I'm fine
 I hate it
 I still love you and I hate it