If Only

If only you knew
 How your words made it cold
 What you told me it made me feel so damn blue
 And I'm not one to fold on this world
 But your hate really made one turn to two
 And now I'm creasing
 Positive releasing
 I had to ease in
 Your attitude is not pleasing
 Did you do it for a reason
 Ya went against me like it's treason
 And didn't think about my feelings
 Winter is the coldest season
 If only you knew
 How your actions are worse than the words that youve used
 Have you got a clue?
 Now I've gotta make a move
 Feel stuck like I have been glued
 Now I'm chasing
 See me I'll be racing
 And never hesitating
 Music is my medication
 Wonder what this sound is laced in
 What is that flavour that I'm tasting
 I don't do copying and pasting
 Only authentic never faking
 I am breaking out from my casing
 I was moving on my own
 And got stuck inside a rut
 So much pressure on my nut
 I had to get into a zone
 Feeling down had to get up
 I had to put it in a poem
 Had to get up like a Boeing
 Can you see where this is going
 Wrote a track now I'm alive
 Cause the energy is flowing
 Feel it's difficult to cry
 When the speakers are nearly blowing
 So we push it to the Max
 Till the VU meters are cracked
 And now we had to take it back
 To the start because we go in