You Can Keep Calling but I Won't Answer

Hush little baby, don't you cry
 Everything's gonna be alright
 ♪
 Sometimes I just wanna go die
 And I don't even know why
 Tryna fight the shit that's eating me
 It makes me wanna cry
 Everyday I could feel the sadness sleeping deep in me
 I try to pull myself together but it slowly weakens me
 I been doing these shows lately and my music's blowing up
 But when I look inside this mirror I just feel so out of touch
 I feel like I might lose my mind
 I feel like I might go insane
 I hit the corner store
 And get a bottle
 Drink away the pain
 And it's sadness I feel it sleeping deep inside of me
 They don't understand it, they just say, "Be happy", leave me be
 I sit inside my room alone
 Try to enjoy my new home
 But no matter where I go
 I keep a pistol to my dome
 And it's fucked up 'cause I know
 I don't wanna feel this way
 That's why I'm making all this music
 Just so I can get paid
 'Cause I need that fuckin' money
 I'm so sick of being broke
 They say stop rapping 'bout the devil
 But he keeps me up afloat (yeah, yeah)
 Sometimes I just wanna go and die
 And I don't even know why
 I can feel the pressure in me
 And it slowly weaken me
 'Til I give into the pain and just close my eyes
 That's why I just wanna live my life
 But I don't know why (don't know why)
 I feel the pain deep inside
 I can feel the pressure in me
 And it slowly weaken me
 'Til I give in to the pain and just close my eyes
 Everybody says I need to try
 But I don't know why
 I don't give a fuck no more
 Drag me into the cemetery
 And leave me buried
 'Til my body decomposes inside the floor
 Hush little baby, don't you cry
 Everything's gonna be alright
 Stiffen that upper lip little lady
 I told ya, devil's here to hold you through the night