Lost Signal

As I stare into this wall I
 Can't remember who I am why
 Tedium was left behind so
 why is my peace so hard to (find)
 Nothing here
 I lost it all a long time ago
 Adulthood
 Where did my kid go?
 This hole in me
 Its hard to believe
 I will fly to my
 Lost frequency
 Watching myself not controlling
 Opposite of life I'm seeing
 Metaphor of humans being
 Living altered reality
 All my life
 I never had it in front of me
 Underneth (I'm)
 Letting myself go
 This hole in me
 Its hard to believe
 I will fly to my
 Lost frequency
 You won't say that you won't pity me
 I see you ask why can't it just die?
 You won't be that salvation
 Intentions darker than mine
 I know your only figmented
 The blame I push softens the blow
 Evolution, My eyes can't close
 As you burn...
 This hole in me
 Its hard to believe
 I will fly to my
 Lost frequency