18 Years

Everything you wanted in your life
 Has happened to you now
 But you're standing in the courtyard
 Mourning new lost friends
 Whose lives were cut short before the summer's end
 And the boy you want so bad
 Is sitting courtside with miss everything you hate
 And it shapes the way you look at men
 You're bothered by the weight of having to pretend
 That it's still summer, but it's not summer
 18 years
 Chained to my fears
 In too deep, losing sleep
 Tragedies reminding me of why I'm losing sleep
 I'm in too deep
 I give up, I give up, talk to me
 I give up, I give up, talk to me
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 Every boy you seem to trust
 Loves to let you down
 They're always standing on the edge of what makes sense
 Like it's tryna' focus frame with a dirty lens
 And the girls who never let you let it down
 The way you give it up
 So you fill your tongue with chemicals
 And you know the skin hardly memorable
 Not like this summer, not like this summer
 18 years
 Chained to my fears
 In too deep, losing sleep
 Tragedies reminding me of why I'm losing sleep
 I'm in too deep
 I give up, I give up, talk to me
 I give up, I give up, talk to me