Lunatic

Wish I could watch her from the hallway
 Get dressed while her mom puts up the coffee
 I'm obsessed with a lover for the first time
 I can't lie, it's always the idea not the context
 But with her it's never been a fucking contest
 We got high but not only to be honest
 Think of lost time, wish I knew her back in August
 Paradigm shift that I never expected
 Kinda think we've always been connected
 I think she's gonna call me again
 Might break if I'm sleeping on the floor with her friend
 And I'll stay over every single chance that I get
 Cause I'm never gonna get it
 Never gonna get my stomach like this
 Again if I am just being frank
 Last fall, made myself another selfish mistake
 And hit the wall for a minute, but I'll never forsake
 Cause I'm never gonna get it
 Got me thinking like a lunatic
 Sometimes I'm biting my lip, you're inviting my grip
 Wouldn't know how to quit if I tried
 Mom would warn that forever's a bluff more than time
 But I'm far from complacent
 Swear that we were adjacent in the astral plane
 Took me a second to be reckoned but I can't complain
 It's transcendental, I'm fragmental but she holds me in place
 Dusk laced into her face
 All nighters passing me my lighter and melting into eternity and space
 I think she's gonna call me again
 Might break if I'm sleeping on the floor with her friend
 and I'll stay over every single chance that I get
 Cause I'm never gonna get it
 Never gonna get my stomach like this
 Again if I am just being frank
 Last fall, made myself another selfish mistake
 And hit the wall for a minute, but I'll never forsake
 Cause I'm never gonna get it
 Got me thinking like a goddamn lunatic
 They're standing by cause I'm impulsive and I fell so quick
 But I hold onto her like she's my devil's walking stick
 Never gonna get another love that feels like this
 Never gonna get it
 Never gonna know
 I think she's gonna call me again
 Might break if I'm sleeping on the floor with her friend
 and I'll stay over every single chance that I get
 Cause I'm never gonna get it
 Never gonna get my stomach like this
 Again if I am just being frank
 Last fall, made myself another selfish mistake
 And hit the wall for a minute, but I'll never forsake
 Cause I'm never gonna get it
 Got me thinking like a lunatic