Dodging Bullets

Am I a man or am I a coward
 I don't understand I think I'm a doubter
 I'm a pretty pathetic anti-magnetic stereotype
 I've been busy repenting but I'm ready to find some light
 I'm a prodigal child looking for a home
 I'm a restless heart of stone
 Just get me out of my head full of doubts
 I'm tired of stressing myself out
 I feel the need to know that you won't let me go
 Cuz I'm so tired of living life dodging bullets
 Is there a plan or is everything random
 How can I be sure that you paid off my ransom
 I've got a million doubts weighing on my mind
 And it's eating me alive
 Where's the hope
 Where's the love
 Where's the certainty
 Just get me out of my head full of doubts
 I'm tired of stressing myself out
 I feel the need to know that you won't let me go
 Cuz I'm so tired of living life dodging bullets
 Let's go
 Just give me any reason not to throw this all away
 Just get me out of my head full of doubts
 I'm tired of stressing myself out
 I feel the need to know that you won't let me go
 Cuz I'm an arrogant fool in need of a savior
 I'm a skeptical man in need of an answer
 I'm so tired of living life dodging bullets