Destroyed

I don't wanna self destruct
 I'd rather be destroyed
 Rather go to war with a man
 Than to ever go to bed with a boy
 Probably wouldn't be no sleepless nights or fighting
 No cheating, no deceiving, no lying
 I knew that he would make sure that he never sees me crying
 But that ain't what my heart's desiring
 I know I sound like a fool
 But if I wasn't loved by you
 If I wasn't loved by you, baby
 I wouldn't have this broken heart to prove
 What love's supposed to do, baby?
 If I didn't cry these tears
 I don't deserve the things you put me through
 I could be adored by someone new
 But I rather be destroyed by you
 I don't wanna have good luck
 I'd rather lose it all
 Baby you're so hard to trust
 But you made it even harder not to fall
 Any other guys could treat me better, won't deny it
 And often I was tempted just to try it
 Then I see you, my insides they seem to start a riot
 I'm a different kind of crazy 'bout you
 I know I sound like a fool
 But if I wasn't loved by you, oh baby
 If I wasn't loved by you, baby
 I wouldn't have this broken heart to prove
 What love's supposed to do, baby?
 If I didn't cry these tears
 I don't deserve the things you put me through
 I could be adored by someone new
 But I rather be destroyed by you
 Heart breaker, soul snatcher
 Why'd you have to choose me?
 Won't let me leave
 Im your captive
 Ooh, you Bastard, I'll go mad if I get set free
 I need a key leave my shackles on
 Oh, It seems like torture is what I want
 So, please do your worst, I won't move
 'Cause if I wasn't loved by you
 (If I wasn't loved by you)
 If I wasn't loved by you, baby
 I wouldn't have this broken heart to prove
 What love's supposed to do, baby?
 If I didn't cry these tears
 I don't deserve the things you put me through
 I could be adored by someone new
 But I rather be destroyed by you