Falling Again

I can't help falling again here I go, and I know
 I can't help falling again here I go, and I know
 I said I wasn't gonna do it and then
 I went right out and did it, lookin stupid again
 And it's no surprise, I've failed before
 Just another encore on my way to the floor
 Don't ask me why, I can't explain
 How I keep spiraling down the drain
 I guess it's the way I tend to cope with the pain
 To stay oblivious while I soak in the rain
 And man, I thought I had it all under control
 That no one could know
 That I had ever sunken so low
 But then I saw a look get locked in your eye
 And I knew I was hooked and caught in my lie
 So if I have to I'll cry some tears
 And tell everybody what they'd like to hear
 But my whole world's caving in on me
 Trapped and I can barely breathe
 As I lay awake at night and watch
 The clock and shake and fight the pain
 And try in vain to stop when I know
 I can't help falling again, there I go
 Saying it's the last time when I know
 I'll just keep falling again, no control
 So I'm reaching up to you cause I know
 I know, I know, I know, I know
 I know, I know, I know, I know
 It's another case of deja vu
 While you wait around hoping my mistakes are through
 I just tell myself that it's no big deal
 And never stop to think how it makes you feel
 As I'm lookin for a quick fix to restore my fitness
 I'm listless and can't make any commitments
 No ability to stayed relaxed
 I spent fast, now I'm paying the tax
 Plus I've got an itch that I just can't scratch
 When you slip through the cracks it's hard to come back
 But still I keep trying to get on my feet
 Everybody's sure that I'm in too deep
 And please, I really wish the rumors would stop
 The things people tend to say and do when they talk
 So loose and free and accusingly
 I think of how it used to be
 As I lay awake at night and watch
 The clock and shake and fight the pain
 And try in vain to stop when I know
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 I can't help falling again here I go, and I know
 I can't help falling again here I go, and I know
 I can't help falling again here I go, and I know