Long Drive Home

Suppose you could look ahead like you said
 You suppose you could figure what I'm gonna be like in a few years
 That's not hard
 Judging by the way you're going, your life will just end up being a drifter
 Maybe even a bum
 A bum?
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 This fucking buzz is wearing off
 I'm preparing for the worst sick of staring at these walls
 And I should go to bed, I need a fucking shower
 I'm suppose to be at work in just a couple hours
 Instead I'm pouring whisky-sour
 Thinking this entire planet isn't ours
 No matter what they say. We see the shift in power
 Compare the digits in the bank to yours
 So wonder what we should be thankful for?
 These student loans, this stupid phones
 I rarely even answer, peoples wonder what I do at home
 I sit around with Captain, eat and drink a lot
 'Cause I don't like to think a lot
 'Cause when I think a tend to get myself in trouble
 My blood pressure doubles
 An anxiety is coupled
 With not so subtle hint to try to tell me
 What I'm doing isn't healthy
 When people try to help
 I just tell them, "Go to hell"
 Let me worry about myself
 I spent a lot of time
 Caught up in my mind
 Trying to figure out what's wrong
 Just trying to find home
 I feel it on my own
 Never tought it takes this long
 It's too much going on
 Writing these songs
 And everybody else move on
 Feeling left behind
 Trying to find home
 I never thought it takes this long
 Yeah, regrets creeps like some better than expected weed
 And then exceeds the life expectancy
 Discrepancy between the brain and the heart
 Chest thumps, breaking apart, while making up art
 Splattered goosebumps, color everywhere
 Listen to my new stuff, it's like a can of paint
 Blue chunks, struggle everyday
 Trouble exists
 Feels like I'm in some deep shit
 Puddles of piss
 Humble abyss
 Rookie see is cookie crumbled to bits
 Cracker on the mic, yes I crumble the writs
 See clearly through the mist
 No I'm facing one long drive home
 All along on a long dark road
 Used to watch for 5-0 following
 Blunt hangin out my mouth
 A guy was hanging on my couch
 Somehow I made it out and beyond
 Beyond a shadow of doubt
 I'mma stay strong, 'cause that's what I'm about
 I spent a lot of time
 Caught up in my mind
 Trying to figure out what's wrong
 Just trying to find home
 I feel it on my own
 Never tought it takes this long
 It's too much going on
 Writing these songs
 And everybody else move on
 Feeling left behind
 Trying to find home
 I never thought it takes this long