CODEPENDENCY

Can not sleep, can not think
 Demons eating away at me
 High on Xanax, I'm a fiend
 I can't reach the in between
 Squint your eyes, watch the beam
 Shut the lights out so you see
 You're not what you're meant to be
 You just take your wants from me
 And it hurts so bad
 When you take from me
 And it hurts so bad
 When you can not see
 And it hurts so bad
 When I watch you bleed
 But I'm just a bad as you
 When I'm alone too
 I wanna die inside
 I convince myself I'm fine
 But now that I can see
 It's just my codependency
 Can not sleep, can not think
 Demons eating away at me
 High on Xanax, I'm a fiend
 I can't reach the in between
 Squint your eyes, watch the beam
 Shut the lights out so you see
 You're not what you're meant to be
 You just take your wants from me
 Screaming that you want to die
 While you throw my stuff outside
 Clinging to you lifeless skin
 Pleading to just let me in
 Now I'm passed out on the floor
 Fled the country, now I'm poor
 High in my spare time
 Convince me that I'm fine
 Please just speak to me
 Please just say you need me
 Please just speak to me
 Please just say you love me
 Tell me that you'll be alright
 So I won't have to deny
 That it's all in me
 That it's my codependency
 Can not sleep, can not think
 Demons eating away at me
 High on Xanax, I'm a fiend
 I can't reach the in between
 Squint your eyes, watch the beam
 Shut the lights out so you see
 You're not what you're meant to be
 You just take your wants from me