Thorn

It's been about a year since I've felt any kind of normal
 No
 But yet another day goes by, I'm stuck inside my busy mind
 It's awful, I know
 How come I can't tell you I'm breaking down?
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 If I keep on treading water, I'll drown
 I'll drown
 Help me, I'm way too scared to exist
 So write this down
 Please don't resuscitate
 Lead me to where the light ends
 Free my mind
 You're better off this way
 Where the world spins without me
 I'm your thorn
 I'm your thorn, thorn, thorn
 (I'm your thorn)
 Falling apart at the seams
 There's nothing left for me to take
 If I stay quiet now, no one will know when I disappear
 Disappear
 Honestly I can't believe that I let myself even get here
 I'm stuck here
 Help me, I'm feeling like I don't exist
 So write this down
 Please don't resuscitate
 Lead me to where the light ends
 Free my mind
 You're better off this way
 Where the world spins without me
 I'm your thorn
 I'm your thorn, thorn, thorn
 (I'm your thorn)
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 I wish that you could see what I do
 I wish I was a window you saw through
 Your idea of the truth, it blocks the view
 I'm the window you can't see through
 Don't resuscitate
 Lead me to where the light ends
 You're better off this way
 Where the world spins without me
 I'm your thorn
 Thorn
 I wish that you could see what I do
 I wish I was a window you saw through
 Your idea of the truth, it blocks the view
 I'm the window you can't see through (I wish)